Ghost in a Crowded World

8/12/2025

The world is full.
Overflowing, even—
with voices, lights, the hum of a thousand small lives
bumping into each other.

Yet it feels empty,
a vast hollowness that stretches
even through the busiest streets.

There’s a coldness here,
woven into the air.
It slips beneath my skin,
settles in my bones.
I think it’s only mine.
No one else shivers like this.

I wander through it,
like a ghost that never learned how to haunt.
People see me.
I know they do.
Their eyes slide over me,
their lips part with greetings
that sound practiced.
There is recognition,
but no holding.

It’s as if they nod to my existence
but refuse to believe in it—
the way you might glance at a shadow
and tell yourself it’s nothing.

So I keep moving,
half here, half not.
A presence acknowledged
and denied in the same breath.
An outline in their world,
but never the shape.

And maybe that’s the worst kind of loneliness—
not being unseen,
but being seen
and still not known.